Winds of Change

I'm so excited!  I had a major epiphany today (in a single quiet moment during busy chaos) that had me rethinking of where I was with alignment to my true desires.  I realized that no matter how much I try to make it easier to conduct and deliver readings to my clients, it wasn't where my heart was.  No matter how much I tried to dress it differently, I was still in a mode of predicting rather than empowering.  I was still isolated from the outside world being tied down to my desk with all my card decks. 

I talked to my husband tonight and voiced to him (okay...I vented) on how I would be lying to myself if I continued forward with my services as they were as it was not the direction I wanted to go.  I am a passionate person, but where did my passion belong?  I'm currently looking for conventional work to help my family with finances, but I also knew I am suited for self-employment.  I reflected on the 14 years or so that I've been doing this work and realized that it has never sustained me and has never covered my overhead...in other words, I put out more in costs than I make in profit.  Where was I going wrong?  Why could I not make what I do so well work out in the long run?  It's not that my readings suck, according to everyone I have read for across the world.  So what as the problem?  Then it hit me, I was so off from my purpose of what the very name of my website was...all in order to please others who want to know what the future holds.  Many people were so concerned with only what the future outcomes were that they would totally blow off anything else I said.  So on the way home this evening, I made the decision to walk away from everything.  I would continue my job search and hope someday I would find my passion again and start another business.

Oh, but the powers that be had another idea.  As we hit the last stoplight before turning into our neighborhood, a second major epiphany hit me: Change HOW you're doing WHAT you're doing to come back to your original purpose.  Before I could ponder on that, I got hit with a vision and answer.  All future outcomes depend on us, how we feel about ourselves, and what our beliefs are in this very moment.  I clearly saw my personal meditation services and in that split second, I was given the name change to "Empowerment Reading."  I then saw myself conducting this sort of reading for people in my local area face to face in their homes and meeting in other places, just using myself rather than lugging around all my card decks and such.  How freeing that felt!  I suddenly knew that I would be right back on track.  If people could become empowered, they wouldn't be so concerned about what might be ahead.  They would simply take back responsibility of their lives and take charge of how they would like their outcome to be.

Ooooooooo....I couldn't wait to get home and log into my website sitebuilder to make the changes.  I found my joy levels rising as I deleted old services and pages and changed my updates on my home page.  As I began building the new page for Empowerment Readings, I felt so calm, centered...and aligned again.  I knew the choice was right.  It may not make some people happy to get the old readings from me anymore, but there's plenty of other awesome readers out there who will be more than happy to make predictions.  If you're coming to me, my purpose is help you find the tools and building blocks to become your very best.  And THAT works in perfect harmony with the dream I have.  My number one passion has always been and always will be writing.  I'd say my intuitive service is a great side passion I can live with.  :)